That year I chose to drown in the sea. I couldn't learn to live without him, and I didn't want to continue living with regrets.
At that time, the wind blew past my ordinary and flamboyant eighteen years old, allowing me to get what I wanted. That short time left me with lingering memories until I died.
You can't learn to love me, and I can't learn not to love you. So I just hope that your life will go smoothly, be safe and happy, that you will have something better, and I must be you.
I don't necessarily have to be you, it's just that I regard you as my only thought of living. I love you even more than I love myself.
Intention: youth stand-in