Letter to my late wife
Yu Nan:
Nan Nan, I have arrived in Los Angeles, USA. Invited by director Christopher Nolan, I will participate in the Hollywood film "Quantum". You said that your wish is for me to stand on the world stage and become an outstanding international actor. You see, I did it.
I miss you so much! Every day and every night, I miss the days when I used to be by your side and guard you silently, I miss the days when you pestered me and annoyed me, I miss the days when you accompanied me to filming and cooked for me in the hotel... I used to dislike the taste of your cooking, but now the food you cook is the taste that I miss the most. The thing I regret most in my life is not protecting you. Nannan, why are you so stupid, stupid enough to take a bullet for me, stupid enough to think I don't love you?
I regret so much why I was not firm at the beginning and rejected your friendship again and again. I thought that you would not be hurt if you stayed away from me, but I did not realize that such behavior would push you into the abyss. You said, a person's life is already so painful, why should we push the one we love so far away? Is it stupid?
The moon in Los Angeles is not as round as in China. I think since you left, the moon has never been round again.
Zhu Yilong
August 10, 2024
Purpose: to protect