I changed my life for the one I loved. With my background, I could easily achieve success, but I didn't feel like I was living a good life. What I want to write is not sadness, but the reality is too sad. My mother's sudden death completely changed my life, and I fell into decline. Until one day a girl asked me what my dream was. I said I have no dreams. She said that when your dreams are clear, you will feel that life is wonderful, and if you bite yourself hard at this time, it will hurt. When I really had a dream and realized it, it really hurt.