Some people are born without knowing what they want to do, what they should do, and what they can do.
However, if you unfortunately know it, it will be a long road ahead worth "nine deaths but no regrets".
Imperfect female protagonist VS flawed male protagonist
Since we are unlucky enough to meet each other, we cannot turn back time, so we can just make do with it, so what else can we do!
PS: It's an old-school style, not a cool novel, and the protagonist grows up at a turtle's speed.
Conception: Random thinking, fearing that the literary design will collapse, and dare not establish an idea