What I wrote to Lan: Nowadays, I am less and less good at telling stories, which confuses me. When I tell a joke, the baggage has not been shaken out, I have laughed to tears, and the listeners always laugh twice symbolically, so I decided to tell a sad story, but everyone laughed inappropriately. It may be that there is something wrong with my language expression, or it may be that after you leave me, no one can replace you to cooperate with our tacit understanding. You once said accidentally that those expressionless people are our future. I was very convinced at that time. But now that I think about it, you were wrong after all. The only one with an expressionless face was me who was in my senior year of high school, while you went to college. I am still in high school, almost in despair. I am still pursuing my dreams, but I have lost far more than I have gained. Handwritten by Xiao Ding
Intention: Say goodbye seriously