It took about 4 and a half hours to write and revise it. It was "deleted" from the original 1,400 words to 3,000 words. The "deletion" was so effective that I couldn't be happier. I'm always reluctant to give up something, not only emotions, but also writing articles, so I'm extremely sloppy and procrastinated. Adding insult to injury is inevitable. There are too many things that I want to express, my feelings that I want to say are too complicated, inexplicable emotions, and sadness that are caused by things, all blended together, which is a bit like a canine style.
Doudou told me that there are three types of people she dislikes the most: poets, writers, and artists. She said they were too paranoid and too emotional. If I have to say I like it, Qian Zhongshu is okay, he has rational control, and the ridicule of "Fortress Besieged" has the vicissitudes of life and stability.
I think I'm game over.
I am a person who only writes when I am in emotion. Sometimes I can't tell whether emotions create thoughts or thoughts create emotions. ! I am destined to be a more emotional person, an intellectual person, but the light of reason will still shine on me as always. People will eventually learn to grow up one day, and face it bravely when they cannot escape. I don't know whether I did something wrong or right, I often regret it, and I still regret some things, but what can I do? I am always weak in front of the facts; maybe I am also weak in front of the facts.
"Those who abandon me will not be able to keep yesterday's day; those who mess up my heart will be troubled today..." This sentence may never be fully understood.
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