Let me report one thing to my readers: Two and a half months have passed, and I have to face reality. The revision of the article failed. Repeated revisions completely eroded my enthusiasm for this article, and I fell into an abyss of self-doubt. I not only doubted this article, but also doubted whether I could continue to write other articles in the future. In the end, I proposed to the editor to solve the problem. I should have posted the announcement before solving the problem, but I still wanted to try to write it. After half a month of self-abuse and ineffective efforts, I finally admitted my incompetence. After I started writing articles, I kept making failed attempts. Before I wrote this salty fish, I wrote two articles and left two withered trees in the column. Fortunately, there were no readers at that time, so I didn't have to share my stories with everyone in vain. I really want to say that I will come back and continue writing when I feel better, but I really don't dare to promise anything more. This year has been quite frustrating. I have been beaten repeatedly by work and life. I don't know when things will get better. Bite the bullet and keep going through it, always have some hope. I apologize again to everyone. All criticisms are accepted. Readers who have downvoted this article please leave a message to revert.
Refocus on darkness 2022.10.12
Intention: to be strong despite repeated hardships
