While you hate him for throwing all his emotions into you, a living person with an empty shell, you also love him for letting you burn alive in this world without solid ice.
Can't vent, right? You still have a lot of fights to make. I think in my heart that I must wait until we meet again, force him to be with you forever, and make him atone for his sins.
"Atonement?"
You said, just because you left me alone in pain for so long.
Concept: Romance is about cheating on each other