Before I met you, I was so arrogant, and my emotions and sorrows all left traces lightly, not too much joy, not too much sadness, everything was on a controllable life trajectory; after meeting you, for the first time I felt that I was not perfect, and for the first time I was not so arrogant. All the uneasiness, joy, expectation, and pain were scratched deep in my heart and could not be calmed down. The trajectory of life is because you do it, and it moves with you, and there is nothing controllable.
They are obviously right in front of you, but you still miss them; they are obviously embracing each other, but you still want to get closer. When I am happy, I feel that it is worth ending my life at this moment. When I am in pain, I regret meeting you. All the emotions are born and changed because of you. There is nothing I can do about it.
Every mark engraved deep in the soul is irreplaceable. It may be overflowing with happiness, or it may be dripping with blood and hurt so much that you can't breathe. It's always hard to tell whether you are happy or sad;
Having you in this life, no matter how it ends, I will be lucky in the end; having you in this life, no matter whether we are together or apart, I will never regret it;
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Intention: travel, clarity, confusion, search, love, clarity