The person I loved at the risk of my life
I have liked you for three years, exactly three years. It is short or long, but it is not long. The longest thing in my youth is to like you. I confess my love on time every year, but my confession is rejected several times every year. I don't know if I am not good enough, or I am not the type you like, or It has become a habit to say that you reject me, but after all, you are the boy I like for the first time. Although I like you very much, I will not disturb you. Yes, liking you is none of your business, so watching you silently guard the girl you have a crush on, I am also licking my own wounds. My life is so long, I will not like you alone, but why do I feel so uncomfortable when I think that the partner you will marry in the future is not me. Hey! The candy you gave me has melted, and the packaging has begun to fade. Why is your heart still indifferent? It is said that women chase men, but how do I feel about it? I have nothing to say about my feelings for you, so I wrote this text because I know you don't know my Weibo, I I often wonder if I am really bad, so I will often ask the boy who chases me, why do you like me if I am so bad? Even if he points out what he thinks are my advantages, what I am thinking is, are what he said true? Why do you still not like me? Will you start a family in the future, and I will also get married, and then at the class reunion, you will bring your wife with your face full of happiness, while I will wet my eyes on the side, and then I want to say to your wife, I really envy you, you have someone I can never catch up with in my life.
Intention: first love