Qi Yan, please fall in love with me in this embarrassing state. Don't love my eyelashes that are curled repeatedly, but love my bruised eye sockets.
Qi Yan, they want your bright moments and I love your tired eyes. During those two years, I loved you silently and secretly. My biggest secret was that I loved you.
Someone asked what secret love is. Lin Nianbei said that secret love is when he is like the weather, good and bad, and you are like a silly p, crying and loving at the same time.
In fact, it is not that Lin Nianbei has never thought about being with Qi Yan, but they are too different. Lin Nianbei resists love, she is a contradiction, and so is her love. Her initial interest in Qi Yan was due to her desire to conquer.
"A-Nian, I love you"
"But didn't you say that hesitation will lead to defeat? You were already defeated when you graduated from high school."
"Failure is not defeat, but defeat to you. Lin Nianbei is even more defeated to your love."
Intention: Love will never die out