Kise Ryota thought, Hanae Yusheng was like a piece of ice that could not be melted.
Even if he becomes her boyfriend, and she rubs her ears with her, and is close to her lips; or if he treats her like nothing in front of everyone and treats her with disdain, she remains indifferent to everything.
Or perhaps, she is not actually an ice cube, but a whole huge and rugged iceberg. The part of her that floats on the surface of the sea only accounts for one-tenth of her total indifference, and the more real and terrifying shadows are all hidden in the deep invisible water. This explains why her heart is like an empty shell. No matter how many flowers he fills it with, the flowers will soon wither and die, and her heart will always be empty.
And his love, his blazing love, was cooled to the same temperature by her after his futile efforts.
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Hanae Yusheng.
She chewed on the name.
It surged in her heart like scalding boiling water, and surged through her veins like icy sea water; it might eventually submerge her inner world, or it might eventually break out of her body; making her feel dull pain and tingling, numbness and clarity at the same time, those negative emotions that she wanted to face but also wanted to escape from.
Being firmly bound in this container, every time she felt that the container was riddled with holes, as if it was about to collapse and shatter, but it still held on tenaciously.
Like a Pandora's box that only chooses to protect her and can only harm her.
For countless quiet nights, she put her hand on the lid of the magic box and stroked it gently.
Reading guide:
①The male protagonist is undecided
② Periodic 1v1
③There is no playing scene
④The heroine is not a tool
⑤ Difficult to clear mines, maybe black mud
⑥The supporting role column is updated as the article progresses
Intention: Find yourself and become yourself.
