I have seen A Tian being hysterically sad, and I have also seen her sitting quietly on the ground motionless. The most common thing is that she buried her face in her arms and curled up after taking medicine.
As the person she was closest to, I've seen her in all kinds of ways. What saddened me the most was that she was sleeping on the bed that day with a twisted and hideous face.
Ugly, very ugly, so ugly that it stung my eyes, which hurt so much that I couldn't stop crying.
"I can't trouble others, I can only trouble you."
The last message she said to me in my memory was this.
Intention: Just hold on a little longer and it will be fine