The most painful thing in the world is longing for something you can't have. Longing for unattainable dreams, longing for untouchable love. The "I" in the article is such a girl. If she recognized her, her life would not be so tiring, and if she was not so kind and almost cowardly, she would not lose a long-awaited love. There are no ifs in life, and she always endures the gap between dreams and reality alone.
Life is cruel, or she is too cruel to herself.
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