Amei feels that life is like rotten tomatoes in the vegetable garden.
It only takes a moment from development to final decay.
Just like she just ran away with the intention of resting, she still couldn't escape the fate of Mercury retrograde. Living a self-sustained life is a bloody truth.
Amei believes that life is just a movie, but other people's affairs are mixed with joy and sorrow, while she only has Mercury retrograde in her life.
Purpose: Life is a mess, so why bother?