I was under too much pressure in high school, and I always wanted to write something to regulate my mood, so that I wouldn't want to cry all day long, or be unhappy every day. I also wanted to reconcile with my former self, with the imperfect self, and record the embarrassment of falling from the clouds into the quagmire that year. I don't resent my past self, and I don't regret the choices I made, because if I had given up on myself and complained about myself, then I would have been really helpless at that time. Just read it casually and express your feelings. I wrote a lot at that time. It was a full notebook, but it recorded my three years. During that time, I was always unhappy, feeling a sense of gap and helplessness. It was not until the end of the college entrance examination that I finished writing the last article.
The world is rolling and it is hard to rest.
I only hope that in the future, my mentality can be as calm as autumn water, and I can accept the ups and downs of life calmly. I also hope that people who read these words can also face life calmly and love themselves forever, no matter in the past or now, no matter whether they have become the person they really want to be.
Intention: To adjust the mentality at that time, but now it seems to be a souvenir