"What it feels like to have a family, what it feels like to be loved and cared for by others, what it feels like to be filled with light in the world, you can understand it, but I can't." "Since people all over the world have abandoned me, then I don't want anyone." The main plot line of the novel starts from 2021 Jiang The memories of twenty-year-old Jiang Weihao when Su Nanjing suffered from depression unfolded. The main timeline is the inhumane encounter in Beijing in 2017, the happy time in Nanjing in 2019, and the beginning of meeting the most important person in his life, Yu Hao, in Nanjing in 2020...
Purpose: To express the tragic life of the male protagonist Jiang Weihao