When I knew his existence but could do nothing, I struggled and wandered in my heart,
Leaving me alone to face such unspeakable things, he manipulates me, I know
I understand, I don't do anything, I just stand there and watch, helpless,
Both words and articles were too pale. I looked at their persuasion to me,
I listen and I suffer. I made a mistake, but it's not my fault. I want to find someone to talk to.
But it was only him who made me become such a person. I loathed him and relied on him at the same time.
With him, I contradict myself and I hate him.
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