"I am a rotten maggot, and I don't deserve the sunshine and roses. But she is not, she is lively and innocent, and she is my light. Even though I know that she should not belong to me at all, I still covet her warmth and her tenderness."
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Demining:
First person, I don't want to give it a name because I'm lazy.
"I" died in a car accident, and what is written in the article is her soul.
Be, "I" will not be resurrected, and she will not die.
Concept: the so-called light and shadow