He felt that his life was very boring and meaningless. He didn't get what he wanted, but he hurt everyone who didn't want to hurt him. He didn't want his father to die, but his father died. He wanted to find his mother, but there were no clues and opportunities. He wanted to love the person he loved, but he couldn't love him. He wanted to find his lover, but he still didn't see it until the end of his life. He wanted not to hurt the person who loved him, but he hurt her deeply! The answer I have spent my whole life wanting to know is so unacceptable. I thought I could live a happy life, but I still lived in the hatred and grudges between my father and others.
But Zijun's younger brother, Ziwei, whom he had never seen or known, became another him in the years to come.