Let's go home.
I thought, my current self is very bad and I have nowhere to go. My other self seems to be unable to suppress myself. What should I do? Where else can I go? Who else can I look for?
Yes, so people seem to be pushed far away by me. Can I still get them back? I really, really regret it, but there is no more. In their eyes, I must be a cold-blooded person. I can abandon them easily and forget my feelings for them. But, what can I do? I seem to have another self.
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Intention: Don't overthink your feelings