The text here is about a boy's observation and imagination of all kinds of women around him. It is my effort to grasp the image of this boy. In other words, it is my defense of him. I hope readers can understand both his deep affection and his unhappiness. Two sentences come to mind and I don't know if they are correct or not: "Only those who are deeply affectionate are the least lucky" and "Only those who are unlucky can be deeply affectionate."
Intention: Caring for people