
Gaze
凝视
by Fu Fei (傅非)
- Status
- Ongoing
- Length
- 359k Words
- Chapters
- 98
- Genre
- Danmei (BL)
- Updated
- 10mo ago
- Source
- JJWXC
Stats
Tags
- ThemeWestern Fantasy
- POVTop-Lead (Gong)
- Age18+
- Destined Pairing
- Devoted Love
- Magical Fantasy
- Otherworld Continent
- Serious Drama
Synopsis
[The full text is undergoing drastic revision] The story of a sickly "dragon" who raises a beautiful human cub, and then his emotions deteriorate. When "Dragon" was young, he just hated half of the Dragon Father's blood flowing through him. When he grew up, he discovered that the other half was completely separated from the native species and could kill him. He is probably a seedling that cannot truly "mature" and will die. However, before that, as an immortal, he had enough time to wander around the world until the stars became dim and his body felt cold. He found and dug a grave for himself, but he didn't move in because such a death seemed wrong, and he couldn't find peace and tolerate this infancy. Who knows what disaster will result from the restless soul and spirit of the false god without the confinement of his body? Fortunately, he later raised a human cub and found a way to die that made him feel peaceful. He hoped to be killed by the cubs he had raised, and finally be able to gaze into those beautiful and clean blue eyes, see the blurry reflection inside, and know that he was also being stared at deeply, with strong colors projected on him, and whether he loved or hated, he would be wonderful and complete in joy and sorrow. But when the cub grows up, it woos him, wants him to bow his head, wants him to look at him, wants him to become "him", and wants him to live forever. With the beginning, he knew that it was not surprising, because his cubs had been very greedy, strong and cunning cubs since they were young, and he also loved all these uninhibited and energetic qualities. "I know I said some very stupid things when I was young and frivolous, like I don't need your love, I just need your consent." "But you know my greedy nature, and now I want you to love me, even if not as much as I love you." "I also know that you love me, but I want you to admit this love and face it." "Sir, you can use your death to cast my glory, and you can sacrifice your life to pave the way for me. It's not something extraordinary and means you love me." "On the contrary, the stubbornness of not loving anyone is denial." "So, I want you to live for me, I need you." "I beg you." Zai Zi is always so cunning, knowing that he can use his bow to get what he wants, including benefits and his soft heart. It's like lying on his lap, looking up at his face, and being able to express a cunning dog-like look in his eyes no matter his age, and say a bunch of things that annoy him. As a result, he gets the focused and serious gaze and consideration between his lowered heads, those vertical pupils that reveal their original shape because of themselves, the thin and red lips, the angry thin red on the cheeks, and the hair hanging down by one's hands that can be easily played with... "Stop talking nonsense, and don't try to force me again." These words seemed a bit cruel, but in short, it was impossible to truly win by rejecting the request, and even ended up getting a punishing kiss in which he pinched his cheek and forced him to stand up. Oh my god, Zai Zi sighed with satisfaction, these are all rewards for him: just say that his husband loves him very much, and he knows that his goal will succeed in the end, he just needs to be more considerate and give more time and love to his husband. 1 "Dragon" perspective: They are the offspring of the old "enemy", they are annoying and cunning human cubs... But cute, good-looking, rare, and desirable. Take it and raise it for me. Cub's perspective: The shameless old man, the enemy who killed his father and his mother, the vicious and perverted teacher, will kill you sooner or later! But why don't you always look at me well, sir? You can only look at me like this. 2 "Dragon": Huh? Misunderstood me? Okay, wait for me to write a script, and then I will add some patches to the plot, so that you can smoothly brainstorm and eliminate any doubts in your mind. Want to kill me? Great, when I schedule a devil training course, you can also make a name for yourself as a dragon slayer. Want revenge? It's all-inclusive. Wait until I upgrade the vicious Almighty Training Plan and add more resource packs. Even if you want to overthrow the Third Reich and usurp the throne sooner or later, it won't be a problem. It's really hard to look forward to when thinking about the future. (Lie down peacefully and close your eyes) Cub: The vicious alien species looks down on me, tortures me, insults me, takes pleasure in this, and only regards me as a recreational toy that comes and goes when called upon! Although the dragon's tail is very beautiful, the scales look touchable, and the long hair looks nice... But I must kill you myself, cut you into eight pieces, and use dragon blood to enchant the dragon scales for alchemy. That's better! Before that, I will take good care of you and make sure you don't die of illness casually. So until the last moment, you must look at me carefully and be proud of me, sir. (Smiling dog eyes) "Dragon": Wait, I just changed my vest, why did you suddenly tear up my script and confess your feelings... Still serious? Evil disciple! Scum! I can't control it, I can't control it a little, whatever. I admit that my education failed, but don't you have a little fault? He has become so frivolous, slippery, impulsive and unsightly by imitating others! So disappointing. No evil words can drive away the damned souls. One day you will understand how arrogant and foolish you are and pay the price for it, sinking into sin with me! (The Curse of the Dragon) Big Zai: The professor is too beautiful, too cute, too powerful, too charming, and is the perfect target for a beating. As long as a person is alive, he must indulge in pursuit! Do you want me to be an accomplice? What a beautiful and sweet invitation this is. If you can reject this, are you still a human being? 4 "Dragon": Surprise, I fell off my horse. Shocked? Painful? Disgusting? Hate it? Shameless? This is the punishment for disobedient children. Okay, come and kill me quickly, the tomb has been dug, otherwise I'm worried that I'll be trapped in the world and die of illness and stinking. Cheng Zai: I am speechless. I am no longer an easy child to deceive. Didn't the person below you tell you the truth about my progress? Although this is what I asked for, it is really surprising that they are so obedient and trust me. Please take care of yourself until this is over. I will climb to the preset peak by myself. The only price I need you to pay is to live long enough to wait for my arrival, watch how I arrive, be proud of the joy I have achieved, stay because of my love, and finally witness that I am willing to rise into a cocoon and crown me with a kiss. We will endure and be eternal. Oh, by the way, you can't just make excuses to skip the weekly cooking day. I'm already very considerate of you. Food guide/demining: Introduction to the author Aigai Wengai; This article is purely the product of a cultural desert; Also known as "The Love of Two Beautiful Dogs"; Iron-clad HE; "Dragon" is a hybrid illegitimate child born from a foreign god and a local dragon, who gradually takes on multiple and ever-changing human forms; A sick and weak person with a beautiful appearance x a beautiful cub/a micro-millionaire; Gong is sick, weak but strong, his brain is not normal, he is an orphan, and he has schizophrenic behavior; In fact, there is not much to accept; Aggression and suffering have nothing to do with perfect personality, they both have their own immaturity; There will be single arrows for supporting characters; The heartthrob label refers more to being obsessed with Yan Gou, fans of younger brothers and younger sisters, and in this aspect, it is very obsessed; will be sweet; The background is in a different world, with a lot of magic, magical creatures, and imperial nobility, but please read it as a simple article. The author's mind does not allow for any advanced power and political struggles, so please do not pay attention to the details; There are traces of parallel world easter eggs and alien god-like elements, but they are actually all private creations and have nothing in common with the serious Cthulhu; Heavy attack and control/controlled and careful entry; The small theater will be OOC, but it is based on a certain real psychology of the characters and is mainly entertainment content for the author's own entertainment. Spoiler Attack is not the enemy. Love magic solves everything. Purpose: Love and Peace