The beginning of the story is also the beginning of tragedy. She often wonders, if she were not Henxing, would she not have to endure such pain? If she had never seen this person that night, would she not have loved so bitterly?
But no matter what, the heartless song of this banquet has already started. It is too long, too long, and I can't find the heartbreak. It's too long, too long, and I can't recall the gentle smile when we first met.