I know that my parents love me, but I also know that my parents don't love me. I have thought countless times that if my parents could let me fully feel the feeling of being loved since I was a child, maybe my life would be different. Books always say that some people use their childhood to heal their whole lives, and some people use their whole life to heal their childhood. My childhood was mostly gray, not dark and gloomy, but not colorful either. A little happiness healed the pain, and I grew up so heartless and full of worries.
Purpose: Self-salvation