Introduction
++++++After graduation, I broke up with my boyfriend who had sent me to college.
++++++That day, we watched the last movie in Silver City. In the dark, he tried to hold my hand several times, but I avoided him. He is so close to me, so close to my hand, yet so far away. In the end, he sat with me until the movie ended, as quiet as a sculpture.
++++++When we parted, I handed him a card with all my savings in it. I told him, "I will send money regularly." To repay the money he paid for me to go to college in those years.
++++++But he helped me put my hair behind my ears and smiled softly, "No, take care of yourself, I won't be here anymore!" There were tears in his black eyes, like the white light in the night. To be honest, during the four years I have been with him, my life has been carried out under his care. Without him, I don't know what kind of chaos my life will be, but I have to leave him. The secular prejudice and the obstacles of my parents allow me to stay with him for one more day, which is a waste of his youth.
++++++ He was leaving the next day, saying he was going to visit other cities. I went to Yinxi Station to see him off. He was wearing our couple's hoodie, his eyes were tired, his hair was messy on his forehead, and he seemed so thin that he didn't even have the courage to speak.
When he completely disappeared at the entrance, I, who wanted to get rid of him, suddenly felt empty.
+++++++ A blank was left, an irreparable scar, both for him and for me.
Purpose: Growth process