My soul is so far away from me, yet my existence so real. ——Camus
"I hate myself so much, but I don't have the courage to marry myself like this."
He huddled in his room dejectedly and wrote this self-deprecating sentence in his notebook.
Many years later, I looked through the book and saw a line of flamboyant fonts next to that decadent sentence.
"No matter what, this is you"
Maybe we will hate ourselves now. If we can't accept ourselves, then change ourselves.
This is my own OC short article. It is the first time I write it. It is a product of my own entertainment. Please forgive me for any shortcomings_("`L`" ∠)
It has elements of Nantong in its connotation, but it doesn't know how to fall in love.
The protagonist suffers from schizophrenia and his personality is relatively cowardly.
Purpose: Self-recognition and self-salvation
