The story of a bastard boy and a depressed girl. It was written to commemorate the relationship between me and a young man. The young man was the main writer in the early stage, and I was only responsible for the revision. Later, there were some problems in my relationship with the boy, and I became the main writer. I have bipolar disorder and my teenage years have depression. In fact, the novel was just my initial fantasy with him, because when I got sick, he was not depressed yet (just had a short-term depressive state), and then he also fell into the abyss because of me. If we don't have a good ending in reality, I hope we can get a happy ending in the novel.
Intention: Coming out of the abyss, feelings are the most powerful