She once wanted to wear it but couldn't, but when she didn't want to wear it, God let her wear it...
What she was most grateful for in her life was that God allowed her to live with her best friend when she thought they were going to die. It didn't matter even if it was a resurrected corpse, it didn't matter even if it was a historical country that she was not familiar with, it didn't matter even if it was a female monarchy country that subverted the tradition... As long as she is with you, you will not be lonely.
They experienced death and hunger, practiced martial arts, and honed their skills in music, chess, calligraphy, and painting. In the eyes of outsiders, they were just businessmen and prime ministers, but secretly they were indeed the biggest killers and masters of undercover organizations. Even though they are in the land of Nu Zun, as human beings, they still decide to pursue a life of two people. If others love only one of them wholeheartedly, then they can only love one person wholeheartedly...