I am a god, a god that is worse than a human being. The only thing that can prove my identity as a god is probably my godhood. I have extremely powerful power. I heard from Father God that I am stronger than him, but if I am not careful, I will die without my body intact.
What I envy is nothing else but a good body. I have lived for 50,000 years with this broken body.
For 50,000 years, I can only stay on the planet at the intersection of time and space. That is the planet specially created for me by God the Father. The energy impact there is the smallest, and it is the place in the entire universe that is the least harmful to me.
It has everything and nothing. Everything here is supported by energy. There are my parents', my brother's and my sister's. The 81-story barrier they created here isolates me from all dangers and the possibility of me getting along with others.
I rarely see other gods. In order to heal my broken body, my family has to travel through various universes that I don't know about and face various unknown dangers. In fact, I have long been in despair about my body, and I did not show it to give comfort to my family.
My family and I only meet once in 500 years, and then we spend a few weeks or a few months together.
Every time we meet, he tells me many interesting things. It gave me some understanding of the outside world and made me curious about the time outside.
I really want to go outside and play. Just for a moment is fine.