I often feel that my life is boring, and I want to wait for death every day. Sometimes I wonder, if it was me in those disaster movies because I was so close to death, would I have the fun and courage to live in the future?
Intention: I have been waiting for someone who will pull me through this decadent life and help me find the meaning of life, but I have never waited. Then I will record it all. One day, when I look at these records, will I want to live a good life?