"I was young at the time and didn't know the price to pay for my dreams..."
Since everything about you is in the control of others, and struggling desperately is of no use, the only way is to keep getting stronger and strong enough to fight against them. If you want to fight against a giant beast in the jungle, you can only become a flood and tear down everything before you can start again.
Intention: Only after things change and people change will you know what you want, cherish the people in front of you