"Have you ever loved me?"
"You don't really think I'm that disgusting homosexual, do you? It's just for fun. Only a fool like you would take it seriously."
Shen Lichuan is a depressed person. Why is he depressed?
The people he loved ridiculed him, and everything about him was filled with sadness. He finally found the light to return to the other side. That light was not light, but a new scar.
If he could start over, he would rather not know what forbidden love is. He just wanted to find a peaceful place with his sister Shen Lijia to spend the rest of his life in peace.
(The ending is just the author's imagination, just for comfort, don't worry about it)
Concept: When one light goes out, the other one just comes on