Please have mercy, you are my only love,
My heart has fallen into the dark abyss,
This is a gloomy world with a leaden horizon,
It is a darkness filled with blasphemy and terror.
——Baudelaire
We couldn't be together when he was alive, but after his death, his soul sneaked into my dreams and we had sex every night.
"I will bind you with my life, in the name of love."