This is a letter that will never be sent.
It contains the entire ten years since I secretly liked you.
From 2011 to now, from my childhood to my youth.
My entire boyhood was spent growing up and secretly liking you.
I haven't told this story to anyone.
I hid my love under deliberate dislike, fearing that others would laugh at my overestimation.
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The whole text is a running account and an essay, with no writing style to speak of.
True story, not adapted.
Intention: teenager