Many times, I will be very confused, I will not feel any warmth, and I will hurt the people around me to know how important I am to them. I will always regret the decisions I make. I like the noise, but hate the crowd.
What if I am alone from beginning to end? Longing for a complete love that belongs to you, because that is happiness. I think that even if one day I am abandoned by the person I love, I still have friendship, but I don't know that when it happens, I will be numb... I am so disdainful and sad for the decision you made at that time, but one day, I also made the same decision as you, I laughed softly, it was very ironic!
The clouds turn the sky into your face, walking alone on the street, missing someone, my messy love...
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'Do you like him that much, so you choose to be by my side just to see him? It's just because of him that you smile so sweetly. But why do you still want to leave? Even if I would rather accept you who doesn't love me and accept the way you look at him, why don't you want to stay any longer? ' Atobe shouted in the rain, tears flowing unbridled on Ran's face. Atobe had even given up on 'this uncle', but why do I still have to do this? Atobe-kun, I'm sorry.
[Author, I hate pretending to be profound. I just hope that I can interpret the feeling of happiness in my heart in my own way. Everyone will have their own prince, guarding the courtyard alone, never before, some warm, some sad, some helpless...]