I have left countless things behind...
The whole person seemed to be soaked in the blue sea, unable to move, and had to sink deeper and deeper until he finally touched the bottom of the sea...
"Colonel Carrington Mosely."
I looked into the Union officer's eyes expressionlessly, ignoring him and just watching. Not out of contempt, but out of desire to speak. But apparently, he misinterpreted what I meant.
"You are being arrested on a federal Section 904 warrant."
I laughed, maybe so wildly, that the arresting officers took out their guns from their waistbands and pointed them at my head.
"No... Don't be impatient..." I held down the two guns with my hands and stood up slowly, "I'm just going with you. Don't grab... It will scare my dear."
"Admiral Siti..."
One of the officers stared at my back and read these four words tremblingly. I turned my head slightly and smiled at him, "Don't worry, dear, they are just joking. I have something to do today. If you are hungry, remember to go to the refrigerator to heat up the food. You don't have to wait for me..."
Of course I know I can't come back, because I... Made a mistake, so I can only die to apologize... And the only thing I can leave behind in this world is this love that is not worth mentioning...
Siti will gradually forget me, and he will start a new life full of hope. There will never be a Colonel named Carrington Mosely in the world again, because this name will not be recorded in the martyr monument by anyone.
He is just a sinner...
Purpose: Telling about love during war