Never See the Light from Now On

The summer when I was 17 years old was lush and vibrant... What is treasured in it... Seems to be all passion and youth... "When the rain passes and the sky clears up, and when the sun rises again... I will devote everything I have to you - continue to love you..." ——By Gu En That summer vacation, Gu En had nothing to do... Bored... Everything seems to have no meaning, and what is left is just endless despair... The only thing I remember is the lazy cicada clinging to the camphor tree outside the window, calling all the time: "I know, I know -" Extremely restless... Of course, in addition to that... There is also the glowing boy... And myself confessing with a blushing face... Lin Mu is a good boy... At least, that's what Gu En thinks... He smiled very softly, like a different world with stars rubbed into his bones... At the first glance, Gu En was amazed by the elegance in the young man's eyes... And then—— Completely sunk... However, Gu En would never have thought that such a good boy would agree to be with such a decadent and humble self... Just because of the word "good" from Lin Mu, Gu En seemed to be possessed... Always circling around his boyfriend... For this reason, Gu En was cautious and tiptoe... For fear that this rare beauty would be fleeting... She always thought that she was already the happiest girl in the world at that time... At least, she had been loved so much... It's just a pity... The young man called Lin Mu seems to have never loved her at all... His smile has always been through her, and he has given it all to her best friend - Bai Wu... Ah... For the first time, Gu En felt that reality was really cruel... Baiwu is a good girl... She is kind and brave... She dares to love and hate, unlike herself who is cowardly and incompetent... Smelly Wuwu, really... How can it be so perfect? Her eyes are big and misty... Really, very beautiful... But... Why would such a good girl give up her life to save herself... Such a selfish bastard...? I really want to go with her... Stay away from this loveless world forever... "The fog is everywhere and has not dissipated... I just want you to know that I really care about you..." ——By Bai Wu "Bai... I'm sorry... Also, I will live well... I will take your share and live well..." ——By Gu En Bai Wu's funeral was organized by that person... It rained heavily that day, but the young man's indifference and indifference seemed like a world away... Gu En will never forget yesterday's tenderness... When this extremely gentle boy pushed her away without hesitation, her light had been completely extinguished... "It turns out that the boy I thought traveled thousands of miles to save me... Actually never loved me... It turns out... I really have never seen the light..." ——By Gu En Only later... "Gu En... When will you come to coax me again..." The young man looked at the night sky quietly... There were no stars... Really... His star is really gone... "Well, I miss you... From now on... I will only smile at you... Please say... Ok..." It turns out that regret... The heart can hurt so much... (Believe me - this article is super healing and not abusive at all...) Purpose: To cure all the humility and unwillingness of youth