Why Is It so Long to Say Goodbye?

I like this poem "What is long and will be round when we say goodbye", and I feel that having more meanings can better guide us. Everyone has their own opinions on how to understand it. I don't know how long it will last if I write a story with false feelings. When I record and adapt our past, I will have fun. It can be regarded as fulfilling my wish and also refining myself. The character is a story about a pure female college student × a scheming office worker. They start to fall in love online and have a crush on each other. They abuse each other first and then become sweet + abuse the male lead, abuse the male lead, abuse the male lead + HE, both of them will counterattack. Updates will be made from time to time, but try to update as much as possible. This is my first time as a writer, please bear with me~ Intent: growth, inspirational, two-way, current situation, reality, light comedy