I don't know how long I can live, but honestly I don't expect to live too long. There are many people who are not suitable to live in this world, but they still survive, so they live very tiredly. The contradiction starts from "living". I am not suitable to live in this world, but I am accidentally burdened with the hopes of others. In this way, it seems that you must live. No matter how long it takes, you will not live just for yourself every day, otherwise you will have an uneasy conscience.
Some people are afraid of death because they have witnessed death taking away people around them, which makes them feel that life is short, so they develop a fear of death.
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