The coming-of-age story of a sensitive young man
What is it like for two people who have been each other's mirrors and guides to meet after so many years? Will the white moonlight male idol of your youth appear in disheveled clothes and in poverty? Will the gentle and sensitive girl in your memory become aggressive and bossy? Those who hope for perfection are often those who live in memory.
The most secret and painful thing about Su Zixiang's boyhood was not freedom, but the gaze, praying to be seen and accepted as her true and complete self, praying for someone to put her in the most important position.
What is feminism, what is equality, what is prejudice, what is restraint, all the anger just comes from the fact that I can't be seen, can't be watched, just because of this.
I thought that playing with the rules would make me noticed, but I ended up being a dismissive and vulnerable clown in the eyes of everyone. So what should I do? What should I do next?
It seems that I can only be drawn by the rules, and become the top existence among the rules. You must look at me, you must look up to me, and you must look up at me.
Intention: The building will eventually mislead the boy, and freedom will lead to chaos in the rest of his life sooner or later.