The word love has been elusive since ancient times, especially the emotions of women. Love can lead to jealousy, jealousy can turn into hate, and hate can turn into love. It is lingering and pathos, and it is unclear and unexplainable. You yourself are deeply involved in it and cannot extricate yourself. It is normal to be confused. Although I am standing by your side, I am an outsider after all and cannot give you the answer. You have to grasp the scale yourself. It is never good to hurt innocent people.
Concept: Does a girl's partner have to be a boy?