Judging whether life is worth living is equivalent to answering the basic question of philosophy, that is, the relationship between thinking and existence.
If your conscience is disturbed, you must confess. The work is a kind of confession, and I need to bear witness. Boring writing alone is not enough. It is not everything to me, but at least it is a means.
I deeply feel that I am trapped in the "absurd perception", which is the main reason why I started writing. I feel disgusted with my own unreasonableness and feel degraded by my own value image. I hate myself like this.
When day comes, I will not disappear into Oceanus, I will just watch, watching myself die.
Note: Selene is the moon goddess in Greek mythology
Oceanus was the god of rivers, thought to be the belt of rivers that circled the universe, and whose ends were also beginnings.
Intention: Stay away from fire sources and protect yourself