This is a documentary story written by a female student from a second-rate university in a rural area.
She is going to write about his father, a conceited, smart and hard-working migrant worker. He gambled, drank alcohol, swallowed pesticides, domestically abused his wife, and beat his own father. But he lived hard, dedicated himself to his family, and loved his daughter.
She is going to write about her mother, a kind, lovely, hard-working but at the same time ignorant, blind, and gentle rural woman. Her mother is very girlish, willing to live in the status quo, and longs for a stable life. She is also tortured. She is scolded for being stupid and beaten to a concussion because her two daughters have given in to violence.
She is going to write about herself, a girl who is smart, empathetic, sensitive, fragile, sometimes vain, sometimes humble, and sometimes proud.
She also wanted to talk about her friend, a woman she called her soul mate. They had a very romantic high school era, with handwritten letters and sunflower bouquets. They were the same poverty, the same hardship, but the same romance.
Finally, she wanted to talk about her own worldview. She studied literature, and it was always easy for her to think of everything very lofty.
The sun said she wanted to set,
But, someone said, no, you can't, we need you.
She said she wanted to fall down,
However, some people said they needed her,
She is the one left behind for love.
Intention: She is the person left in this world for love