After Passing Through the Book, I Was Saved by My Roommate

I finished the story and summarized a few questions (personal feelings!!! If the author produces and sells his own products, please don't pay attention to what I say!!!) First, I can give the author two and a half to two stars for his writing style (out of five stars). This is not a big problem. Just practice more and it will be fine. Second, the emotional line is a bit confusing. Xiao Shou and Xiao Gong's emotional line is easy to understand. He fell into depression and then met someone who was kind to him, so he naturally fell in love with him. But Xiao Gong's relationship with Xiao Shou, from the transitional period of shyness and surprise when he first fell in love with Xiao Shou and knew he was destined to be the one he was destined to be, was also not written in detail or even inexplicably after Mudslide. Anyway, it's just not delicate enough. Third, the description (or understanding) of depression is not adequate. Depression is not just about wanting to cry for no reason, but also feeling sad and wanting to die all the time. (I personally think) Depression has no effect on a person's personality (I'm not sure because I haven't seen it many times). It feels like asthma. When you are living well or happy, you suddenly become ill, sad and suffocated. But you need to suppress the emotions that have just surged in front of others and pretend to be okay. I think late night emo is because I am too busy and my mind is thinking or emptying. Negative emotions suddenly grab my throat and make my brain and heart feel swollen and confused. Suddenly, I start to feel sad, and tears flow out uncontrollably (don't worry about small feelings). I am suffering from depression. When you feel like you don't want to die at first, you have to blame yourself or feel guilty or bored, and then slowly transition to wanting to die, for example: "What's the point of living as a useless person like me?" Or "This world is boring and boring, and living is really meaningless." (Just to give a small example, Very one-sided) (Why do people with depression always want to die? Where did it come from?) As far as I know, another manifestation of severe depression is to feel tired, not wanting to move, not wanting to talk, not wanting to blink, not wanting to breathe, and then slowly feeling like I don't want to be alive anymore, and living is so tiring. Tiredness is not the feeling of tiredness after strenuous exercise, but a sense of emptiness that comes from deep within the body, and huge shackles trapping the body and mind (if you want to write about salvation from depression, you must understand it in detail) (It would be great if society paid more attention to mental illness, as mental illness is also a disease). The summary is completed and the flower spreading 4 is completed

The atmosphere is great! A story that begins in summer, full of youthfulness [Cat Head]

Wait, after holding on for two years, is it to pay back the debt or to sell all the family property?