The people she wanted to protect fell into disaster because of her; the people she had helped disappeared when she fell into the trough; the people she once thought admired her trampled her under their feet and laughed at her past stupidity. In a fit of anger, she became a villain, and those who offended her no longer had no good fruits to eat. But I don't know what kind of joke God is playing, giving her a "saint" with a Mary Sue aura but stunning appearance. The road to revenge is long, whether she can get the saint or make herself a saint, she fell into deep thought... (The male and female protagonists are online, faithful and unswerving, relaxed and not abusive, a great article, 4000 updates per day, and a lot of manuscripts.)
Purpose: I am a firm solipsist