Life is as gorgeous as summer flowers, and death is as quiet and beautiful as autumn leaves. I don't know if this sentence is talking about you, me, or him! I'm always blaming you. As long as you don't show up, I will live happily with the prince! Only in the end did I know that if you didn't show up, I would be sadder than anyone else! I met him when I was fifteen. Later, I always thought, if, if you had been earlier, maybe I wouldn't have fallen in love with him. Maybe he wouldn't have died. At the end of the story, I realized that there was no escape from all this!