The novel tells the story of a young woman in the 21st century struggling in loneliness, longing for warmth and love: the heroine became a sensitive, withdrawn and overly precocious child due to the trauma of her parents' marriage. After being diagnosed with severe depression and bipolar disorder, she looked back on the past and decided to write her memories in a suicide note... This memory is a process of growing up between love, family and friendship with loneliness.
Purpose: By describing Luo Jiyu's growth process, the author strives to restore to readers the whole process of an ordinary girl from freshness to exhaustion. It attempts to reflect the profound influence of the original family on the growth of children through the novel, and explore and reconstruct the outlook on life and death of contemporary youth.