The heart is as calm as water, but it can't be moved by emotion. Love is like life and death, eating the soul into the bones.
A lot of things have changed in the past ten years, but Ran Yanan's deepest feelings for Shang Langning have never changed. She only misses him more deeply than she has done before. After all, she didn't want the half of youth hidden in Ran Yanan's heart to die without a cure.
Ran Yanan had always thought that it was unlikely that she would be emotional in her life. It was not until this moment that she realized that some things had been deeply rooted in her heart when she discovered them, and she could not get them out no matter how hard she tried.
When Su Wan was chasing Lin Yu, Ran Yanan once said to Su Wan: "I know how to love, but I only dare to keep love in my heart and dare not say it out or tell him."
Su Wan said to her: "Then be brave once and tell him."
She was conflicted for a long time, made good mental preparation, and decided to be brave once, but at the last moment, she failed.
She is an emotionally weak person, and she is afraid that her current peace will change because of this decision.
When she realized that love had seeped into her heart and tried her best to wake up, she always fell into Shang Langning's eyes, unable to extricate herself, sinking deeper and deeper into it.
In the past, I thought that as long as I didn't express it, I wouldn't be sad. Now, I understand that as long as I love, I will be sad.
When you are a coward, there will often be someone or something in the world who can pry open your turtle shell and make you stretch out your turtle shell, step out, and face it bravely.
He took a brave step forward and wanted to enter other people's lives, but before he even touched the ground, someone knocked him back. He continued to stay in the turtle shell and live his own life.
And I am that turtle.
Purpose: Give you a lifetime of peace.