To My Lover Who Is Beyond the Future

In the darkest moment of my life, someone once held my hand. He told me not to be afraid and that he would protect me from the darkness and into a bright future. I don't know if the future is bright, but at that moment I wanted to step into a future with him. I followed his example and became a policeman. Then I discovered that the person who pushed me towards the future stayed before dawn forever. After all, I can't move towards a future with him. Then let me watch for him, the future we create. * Short story, BE, cp is Scotland Intention: Death is not the end, forgetfulness is.